adult angst

susan sontag. goddamn she was so fabulous. her son put together a collection of her journals from her early years. i added this to my christmas wish list (in addition to an "i love NJ" shirt that i have visions of myself wearing proudly around this hideous part of the country).
i'd be kind of pissed if my ~personal~ journal entries were published after i died. granted, sontag willingly let her mediawhore partner photograph her as she was dying (and was later photographed dead) so she probably wouldn;t have minded these journals being published. but i cant help but think, her son is going to profit off his dead moms journals. weird. i dont know if i could live with that.
when my mom was cleaning out her parents house after they died she came across a huge box of letters that my grandparents wrote to each other during the war. my grandmother apparently gave prior instructions on this matter and told my mom to 'burn them' once they died. i have no idea what happened to the letters. but i'd feel guilty reading them if they are still around. some shit needs to go to the grave i suppose.
i've kept journals probably since i was around 12 or so. but never consistent. and i mostly wrote when i was feeling particularly angsty. majority of the content was never anything too personal, mostly ideas for stories or strange shit i observed in my travels. i distinctly remember writing an entry when i was probably 14 detailing my hatred for chick classmates that would whip out putrid smelling bath & bodyworks lotions and slather it on during class. life was clearly so tough back then

some of my most favorite barack pictures fapfapfapfap

sharin a pretzel with his best pal

michelle is all like, 'barack you so crazzy, i think i wanna have your baby'. AND SHE DID.

little known fact: barack co-wrote 'isnt she lovely' about michelle with his other best friend stevie wonder

OH MY GOD ITS BARRAACCKKk


::tears up::

brb continuing not doing grad school shit

i could watch this forever

and i do. over and over and over



it will never get old

Incident report for Case#2008-320985

Released 11/03/2008 at 11:46 AM by PIO Joel DeSpain
Incident Type	Threats
Incident Date	10/31/2008 - 12:13 PM
Address	3019 East Washington Ave. (Mobil gas station)
Suspect(s)	Londrelle Emon Johnson, age 28, Madison Mr. Johnson was arrested and tentatively charged with Disorderly Conduct while Armed, and Carrying a Concealed Weapon.
Victim	Male, age 39, Madison
Details	Shortly after the noon hour on Halloween, Madison Police were called to a Mobil gas station after a man threatened to kill the clerk. The victim, and witnesses, say the suspect wanted the clerk to come outside, and was pounding on the bullet proof glass behind which the victim was working. When officers arrived they witnessed the suspect pointing at the clerk still making deadly threats. Officers later discovered that the suspect had a nine-inch steak knife under his coat. He tried to convince those arresting him that it was only for cutting "rough" meat.

my friend barack

did it really happen?
i'm still in shock over my friend barrys win. it will take time to fully sink in... but these pictures helped speed up the process...
http://flickr.com/photos/barackobamadotcom/

they are sooo fucking smart to post these pictures online and just show how they are regular folks like us. humanizing them. would mccain have ever shared such private moments, let alone post them on flickr?? my love/worship for the obamas grows everyday. it is getting to the point that its almost painful.. my cheeks sincerely hurt from smiling so much the past couple days. i love how full my barack picture folder is getting on my desktop. right click save as indeed.

i'm even more excited over rahm emanuel as wh chief of staff. first off, the man is just plain hot.


ultimate hot older man jew. this is me, salivating . plus hes a total badass and on top of that... HE'S MISSING HALF A FINGER. he kinda resembles an older version of mark ronson..aka, jizz and mines most favorite 'hot joo'.


which gives me a chance to share my most favorite ronson picture


brb, chewing off my hand some more...

cash rules everything around me

C.R.E.A.M.
get the money
dolla, dolla bill y'alllll

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